Comments on: Practitioners Waking Up to Disguises of Rage http://ruthking.net/2009/04/30/practitioners-waking-up-to-disguises-of-rage/ Leading Authority on Emotional Wisdom Fri, 27 Aug 2010 16:11:07 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 By: Heather Walker http://ruthking.net/2009/04/30/practitioners-waking-up-to-disguises-of-rage/comment-page-1/#comment-331 Heather Walker Fri, 21 May 2010 13:25:04 +0000 http://ruthking.net/?p=1610#comment-331 As I read within the post, that rage is not the deepest truth to be told, tears welled up in my eyes. I grew up in what I now understand was a closed family system and for years I have not understood my own emotional patterns or that of others. I was invisible - I don't ever remember anyone asking how I felt. Twenty years after being diagnosed with CFS, I have learned that I was diagnosed with mild, global profusion deficits and that this means the blood flow globally within my brain was not flowing as it should have been - slowing my mental processing -how do I embrace my anger/rage - I've sought for years ...I have come to believe that there are no good or bad feelings, the bad feelings that I don't express for whatever reason are the ones that I repress and make me sick. I long for the freedom to be angry about some of the things that have happened. I had to pick up a book to learn about anger because no one ever helped me to understand why it was wrong/bad to be angry. How I wish I could attend one of Ruth's retreats. As I read within the post, that rage is not the deepest truth to be told, tears welled up in my eyes. I grew up in what I now understand was a closed family system and for years I have not understood my own emotional patterns or that of others. I was invisible – I don’t ever remember anyone asking how I felt.

Twenty years after being diagnosed with CFS, I have learned that I was diagnosed with mild, global profusion deficits and that this means the blood flow globally within my brain was not flowing as it should have been – slowing my mental processing -how do I embrace my anger/rage – I’ve sought for years …I have come to believe that there are no good or bad feelings, the bad feelings that I don’t express for whatever reason are the ones that I repress and make me sick. I long for the freedom to be angry about some of the things that have happened. I had to pick up a book to learn about anger because no one ever helped me to understand why it was wrong/bad to be angry.

How I wish I could attend one of Ruth’s retreats.

]]> By: Patricia ClemensTerry http://ruthking.net/2009/04/30/practitioners-waking-up-to-disguises-of-rage/comment-page-1/#comment-158 Patricia ClemensTerry Sun, 20 Sep 2009 20:05:25 +0000 http://ruthking.net/?p=1610#comment-158 My rage..........has shut down relationships............I get so angry I am afraid I may get so out of control..........I may get fired............in addition.........I have for many years worn the diguse of the "nice lady"repressing my rage.............but last week for the first time.......I vented my rage at a group meeting refusing to cower...........my boss backed me..........but my colleagues are now ignoring me and taking swipes.........to put me back in my place..........but I will not go back............since I go to work specifically to be a professional and to get a paycheck...the lost of these relationship's is no loss.........as long as we can all maintain.......professionalism. My rage……….has shut down relationships…………I get so angry I am afraid I may get so out of control……….I may get fired…………in addition………I have for many years worn the diguse of the “nice lady”repressing my rage………….but last week for the first time…….I vented my rage at a group meeting refusing to cower………..my boss backed me……….but my colleagues are now ignoring me and taking swipes………to put me back in my place……….but I will not go back…………since I go to work specifically to be a professional and to get a paycheck…the lost of these relationship’s is no loss………as long as we can all maintain…….professionalism.

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